A day wasted?

Just wondering about today..

I mean all last night was an attempt to gain some cohesion and focus in my life. To gain some philosophy of productivity so that I actually began to accumplish... anything.

But it looks like today this will fail to some extent, and i should be bothered about it but im not...

I guess its on account of the fact that though I did get up early it was after last nights 'mental' sort out. And when I did wake, the day was spent seeing my ailing grandmother in hospital.. a good deed.

Even so, my objectives have pritty much been missed... I will attempt to have a go at them now...

...after this game of counterstrike with my brother's girlfriend... Gods i hope i dont loose!